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Name: Crazy Bitch
Home: Portland, Oregon, United States
About Me: I've always enjoyed writing, so long as it's something I know about - like me. I'm a student. A mother. A sister. A homeowner. A perfectionist. I try to keep them as separate as possible, but sometimes they intertwine - which is NEVER a good thing. I love shoes. I love dancing, although I don't really know how. I love loud music, bonfires and the occasional glass of beer. I love my family. I love my life. And ever so slowly, I'm learning to love myself.
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Fickle Nickel Pickle
Sunday, May 2, 2004
My mother always called me fickle.

I liked the sound of it.

Twenty years later, I am still ever-changing. Not just emotionally, but in every way possible. Does that make me unhappy? No, just constantly bored. In fact, I get bored so easily, I can't stick with anything. Drawing, writing, sewing, running, reading, decorating, cleaning, photography - all of it comes and goes on a whim. The way I dress changes with my mood swings: girly, flirty, dowdy, motherly, casual, hip, old, young...


When does it end? When will I be content? My husband doesn't think it is possible. Am I cursed?


Unfortunately my wardrobe is quite small, causing mood swings by itself.

Looking back on a lifetime of friendships, I never had just one best friend. Actually, I did, it just changed on a monthly basis...yep, definitely fickle.

How my husband puts up with me, I do not know, but he is the one constant in my life that I would not change. Afterall, if the foundation goes, so does the rest.
posted by Crazy Bitch @ 4:02 PM  
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