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Name: Crazy Bitch
Home: Portland, Oregon, United States
About Me: I've always enjoyed writing, so long as it's something I know about - like me. I'm a student. A mother. A sister. A homeowner. A perfectionist. I try to keep them as separate as possible, but sometimes they intertwine - which is NEVER a good thing. I love shoes. I love dancing, although I don't really know how. I love loud music, bonfires and the occasional glass of beer. I love my family. I love my life. And ever so slowly, I'm learning to love myself.
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| Self-Love and Phone Sex: Is it ever enough? |
| Sunday, September 20, 2009 |
My boyfriend is out of town for a week. I'm trying to figure out how to meet my needs while he's gone. Reality: it's not going to happen. Now, I'm all about phone sex and masturbation. But when you have the real thing - the most awesome real thing - how can you substitute anything else?
Since I'm not working anymore, the testosterone levels have subsided quite a bit. I'm no longer a walking hormone - although if my boyfriend is within reach, I'm ready to go. I've never craved anyone like this. I never needed to touch someone constantly. So when he heads out of town, I go through absolute withdrawal.
Ugh.
Phone sex. Okay, temporary fix. I get it. But after all the sexy talk and all the O's, all I really want is that body slamming against me. My O's? Oh, I can have several. But that's just my foreplay. Then I really get down to business. I expect to be thrown around, spanked, bitten, and left feeling sore, exhausted, and completely inside out. How could anyone possibly get that from phone sex? Or self-love for that matter?
So here I am, waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Is it Thursday yet? |
posted by Crazy Bitch @ 5:58 PM   |
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